Hunger Dreams by Ellen Waterson
My hunger is always hungry. It devours
my hopes, gobbles my curiosity, gnaws
the insides of my burning belly. I’ve no
energy for school, for friends. I’m worried
my mother and father can’t make ends
meet. Sometimes I think if I could just
silence the thunderous sound my dreams
create, then maybe hunger wouldn’t notice
I’m here, would leave me alone to imagine
an unfettered future, to picture myself
an inventor or a dancer pirouetting across
the wind; or to pretend, starting now, I
have all I need to just be ordinary. Oh, what
a luxury … to hunger for things other than
food. But when I’m hungry, I can only
think of one thing, hunger, and my dreams
are reduced to a whisper.
A story I heard once scared me. It was
about a town where everyone had
everything they wanted; where nothing
bad ever happened; everyone was happy,
rich, healthy, and always would be … so long
as all agreed to keep one starving, naked
child caged in the basement of the city hall.
They didn’t have to visit, only to admit,
to avow they knew “it” was captive there.
I am that “it,” for “it” is the child of greed. Take
away greed and the world can feed everyone.
I am that “it,” for “it” is the child of the blind
eye. Look into the faces, spaces, and truths
we deny. There is where the sacred resides.
Learn more about Ellen and her poems on her website: http://www.writingranch.com

Ellen Waterson , Oregon Poet Laureate, recites her poem “Hunger Dreams” at NeighborImpact’s food warehouse grand opening in January 2025.